Irrelevancy

Yowza! I woke up this morning at 5 AM (someone's text message woke me up) and thought yay, I'm going to start my day super early! So, I showered, packed my breakfast, packed my school notes (I study at the library during my lunch hour) and drove to the station.

As soon as I got to downtown, I stopped by Timmies to get my breakfast, and realized I left my wallet at home. Usually, it's in my bag but I had brought it out last night to go to McDonalds. Smart move!

So, now I am wallet-less, lunch-less, coffee-less and hoping there will be no ticket-checkers on the train or cops on the road tonight. My diet today will be Kashi cereal and chamomile tea haha.

In between full-time work and studying 3 courses, I think I can handle it in my head until I realize that I'm putting everyone and everything else in my life on the back burner. I forget to return my library books. I forget to pay my bills. I cancel with friends and move the date at a later time, only to cancel with them again. I may feel like seeing friends today so I book time with them. Only when the day comes, I feel like spending time in isolation.

It's always like this: when you want something in life, and you work for it, you get all these other usually-seemingly unimportant things creep up demanding your attention. It's frustrating, challenging and surprisingly, fun.

Anyway, I'll have to re-prioritize, re-organize and work harder.

It's a good day, nonetheless. Am slowly becoming a morning person.

haha, this is such a pointless entry - childish and irrelevant